Am I Back?

All the shit that's been going on in my life I've been wanting to blog but never got around to it, I think it's time to scream at yall! So....

I'm Backkkkkkkkkkk *T.I. voice*

random thought from my mind...

He Goin In.!

Bawsten: By Any Means

New Mixtape from Bawsten is hot! If your a fan of lyrics you'll want to listen. Click the link below to download





http://bawsten.bandcamp.com/album/by-any-means

"Never Be Peace" is a dope song! 2Pac speaks the truth!

Young Money to Black Wallstreet

Kat Stacks moves up... well not really

iGnorant We Are

Never Be Peace

Now of course I want peace on the streets, but realistically
Paintin perfect pictures ain't never worked, my misery
was so deep, couldn't sleep through all my pressures
In my quest for cash I learned fast, usin violent measures
Memories of adolescent years, there was unity
But after puberty we brought war, to our community
So many bodies droppin it's gotta stop, I wanna help
But still I'm steppin, keep my weapon, must protect myself
The promise of a better tomorrow, ain't never reached me
Plus my teachers was too petrified in class to teach me
Sippin Thunderbird and grape Kool-Aid, callin earl
Since my stomach was empty it seduced me to fuck the world
Watch my lil' homies lose they childhoods to guns
Nobody cries no more, cause we all die for fun
So why you ask me if I want peace, if you can't grant it
Niggaz fightin 'cross the whole planet, so it could never be peace
-Tupac

Fear is strong but affects the weak
Only a fragile mind becomes the prisoner of fear
Fear enters your mind and infects
The weak is devoured by fear

Coming Down

Its all coming down no space feeling boxed in
My life, Myspace feel like im never logged in
I've cried some nights when i think about her
That bitch called life makes mistakes never thinks twice
On ice my veins cold hearted i be
The nigga that's always right im great Ali
I fly at night my dreams im free
Reach my destiny with no help, no Kelly, no B
No Michelle im in hell but aint we all though?
Faking that your life a Bently when its realy a Volvo
Much stress becomes less I just breathe Loso
Feel my thoughts, see my words, verbal picture, photo
I love hate it feels great where yall at keep coming
Never faze me to much heart keep beating, keep drumming
Stay stuntin not flashy just fresh i gets mine
Attract fast woman, bad girls no nickles just dimes
-By Me

Hi Hater

Before I begin ima formaly thank Maino for starting the "Hater" epidemic.... so THANKS NIGGA.!

Can you seriously count on your hands the number of times you hear somebody say "stop hatin", "hattin ass nigga", "why you hatin?", or just flat out "your a hater!"? I can't because everywhere I turn somebody is a aleged hater. I define "hater" as a person who dislikes and or down grades another or something else for no specific reason besides "just because". These days a nigga is quick to call you a hater! You say ONE thing about something they like & your a got damn hater! Just because some body doesn't like the same music as you or the same basket ball team doesnt make them a hater they just like something else. If a nigga dont like Jay-Z then the nigga dont like Jay-Z, maybe he like Eminem more that dont make him a hater. So before you open your mouth ready to scream hater remember this... shut the fuck up & dont.

thank you.

Here I Go

Nobody knew when Mystical was being released from prison, well the day has come! Mystical was released from prison after a long 6 years, I missed his loud, fast, wild ass style!

Six years is a LONG time ago, he has missed alot...

-Twitter(his first tweet "HERE I GO!"

-First Black President(woulda told Michelle to shake her ass!)

-New Orleans rappers blowing up(Lil Wayne, Lil Boosie, Webbie, Gudda Gudda, Birdman, B.G.)

-Hurricane Katrina(something he's probly glad he missed)

Militia.!

Up late so I cooked this up on photoshop, nice? I know it is.

Cory Gunz been going hard for a minute, last mixtape was crazy!

But one question, is he signed yet?

Just Give Up

I remember when i was growing up I once heard "Dont argue with her you can't win" & I never really held that with two cents becuase I've always felt no one can out talk me. Now that im older there is one thing that i've realized... they were right!

No matter how much you talk or what you say, when involved in an argument with a real woman the best thing for you to do is shut up. You cant win, and dont go the disrespectfull route becuase youll end up appologzing a thousand times for something you really have no idea why. A woman can be compeltely wrong in the argument but in the end you are still wrong.

In a womans mind no matter what the situation THE MAN IS WRONG & SHE IS RIGHT so face it & move on fellas. Yes i can argue with the best but i've learned why waste my voice when the only thing she hears coming out of my mouth is "wah wah wah wah.!"

Just remember its much easier to hold you tongue then to get it ripped out after arguing with her, right?

You Are So Jocked

Style...

something that few have so the ones who lack it rather then creating there own they take the easy route. Stealing someone else's originality whether it be there clothing, the way they talk or even a facial expression. Its so easy to be like someone else because the blueprint is already there, all you have to do is follow it which some cant even do that correctly.

So many, mostly young people are so focoused on what everybody else is doing and forgeting one of the most important things they were told growing up... BE YOURSELF.!

Nobody wants to see a army of the same person, don't you get bored with yourself in not coming up with anything original to fit yourself? Yeah it may look like a lot of work being original but it pays off, you wont have to worry yourself about jumping to the next fad every other month.

Don't take this the wrong way, there is nothing wrong with doing something that another has already done. Many sucessfull people have done so BUT adding there OWN STYLE which created a new style.

Just be yourself it won't hurt, I promise.

Love

Love looks like... the most beautiful thing that your vision can handle

Love smells like... Thanksgiving dinner up one nostril & the sexiest perfume up the other

Love taste like... such a food that satisfies every single taste bud that rest on the tip of your tongue

Love sounds like... your favorite song on repeat all day everyday

Love feels like... the very first orgasm but lasts much longer

Love is your ever emotion wrapped in one feeling... unwrap & enjoy

Fraudulent

Have you ever felt something or more importantly someone was to good to be true? For the most part EVERYTHING they said always sounds like what you want to hear? They always know what to say at the right time when you need to hear it? You feel like there the closest thing to the word perfect? They might be so don't second guess your self.

- __ -

Its REALLY crawling under my skin that some girl has seen more then I have...

the "BLAH" feeling

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You know how your all excided because your mind or heart is set on something then someone just spits on it? BLAH was my feeling...

I wouldn't say a punch but a hell of a slap to the face is what it was to knock the excitement right out my grasp.

Sex Talk

As a man i can easily say i love sex & everything about it whether talking about it or in the act. Today sex is so openly talked about that it sometimes becomes the only conversation used. Dont get me wrong talking about sex can be a great conversation but i get bored with a female fast if thats the only thing are conversation consists of. From speaking verbally or texting, or as they now phrased it "Sexting". If a female can only have a conversation with me about sex I get bored fast, its nice but gets worn out if you always reming me your pussy is the baddest. Theres a fine line between flirting & being a whore bag, ladies need to keep that in mind. If thats what your conversations are mainly based off of then how much do you think a guy is going to think of you?

I will admit i do talk about sex openly but keep whom ever I'm speaking with interested in what I'm saying. The worst thing is someone constantly talking about sex but never having it, you can tell when someone is speaking off of fantasies rather then experience. If you have a Twitter & read some of the #TwitterAfterDark tweets you can see for yourself how graphically people openly talk about sex, virgin eyes should not read. Sex is a great conversation piece, just know what you're talking about people, keep it juicy.... literally

Rap Albums of the Decade

"The Blueprint" Jay- Z (Heart of the City)

"Back For The First Time" Ludacris (Hoes)

"Stillmatic" Nas (Rewind)

"Marshall Mathers LP" Eminem (Stan)

"Get Rich or Die Trying" 50 Cent (Heat)

"College Dropout" Kanye West (Get Down)

"Lets Get It: Thug Motivation 101" Young Jeezy (Trap or Die)

"The Black Album" Jay - Z (1st Song)

"The Chronic 2001" Dr. Dre (Still D.R.E)

"Stankonia" Outkast (Bombs Over Baghdad)

"Trap Muzik" T.I. (I Can't Quit)

"Tha Carter" Lil Wayne (Only Way)

"Be" Common (The Corner)

"The Fix" Scarface (My Block)

"Food & Liquor" Lupe Fiasco (The Cool)

TV Shows of the Decade

106 & Park - AJ & Free held it down!

Man VS Food - Made me feel my eating habits were normal

WWE Raw - Seriously who didn't watch wrestling at one point?

Law & Order: SVU - People did some sick shit on here.

Family Guy - How can you not like every character on this show?

1000 Ways To Die - Didn't know watching people die could be so funny

The Boondocks - "Nigga you gay!"

First 48 - Never seen so many people openly snitch

American Idol - YES I watched occasionally DON'T tell nobody

Girl Friends - I still want to sex Lynn up!

Admission will set you free

Why is it literally impossible for some people to admit that they are wrong?

Merry Christmas World.!

Its an hour & 22 minutes into Christmas, when i was little at this time i'd be in my room starring at the ceiling or pacing back & forth wide eyed. Guess since I'm older it has a lesser meaning, or should i say I am content with just spending time with my family. Thats a lot to ask for these days which make presents less meaningful to me. Its the first Christmas without granny, something i hate having to get used to because I miss her love on Christmas. With all the negatives aside i'm going to enjoy this day & help everybody around me do the same, especially my girl. Everybody enjoy your Christmas to the fullest & much love!

i <3 a good snow

(click on the picture to make it bigger)

i gott really good pictures fromm it PLUS i got to make my first real snowman :)

"D" for Delusional

President Obama had given himself a B+ in his first 11 months in office. I'm not going to dissagree beacuase hey he's dealing with the hell that the W left him.

BUT ignorantest bitch from "The Veiw" Elizabeth gave him a "D for delusional"

She Got It

Damn she got it body like a statue so perfect/ Cashout on shawty no askin she deserve it/ Worth it she works it on me when shes shirtless/ Skirtless, wantin it so bad that its hurtin/ Murkin anything she wears shes a killa/ I drill her suck her licker before I fuck her/ She has it the baddest never have to say it/My favorite, her eyes beam me up no spaceship/ Sexy sprinting through my mind at all times/ No lie she know I be undressing her wit my eyes/ Not a crime but if so im guilty/ She know she has me but if shes nasty im filthy/ When im gone and she want it her sex drive running/ I call her saying im hard and text her that im cumin/ Ass out this world my hands stay in her back pockets/ I watches her every move damn girl you got it

By: Lando. R

Young Mulaaaa.!!

SLOWLY getting my swag back with this thang we call PHOTOSHOP.! lol

Thought it came out pretty dope though.

Weezy & The White Boy

FINALY did a song together; wasnt what i expected but i like it though. Listen yall.!!

Lil Wayne ft. Eminem

Drop The World

"SELF" esteem

In my opinion & this is MY opinion only a weak individual can let another hurt there self esteem! Everybody remember its called SELF esteem, not Everyone Esteem. You should be secure with yourself enough not to let what somebody else thinks of you to effect so bad to where you have NO confidence or no swagger to your personality. Someone else's opinion about you shouldn't matter so much to where your changing yourself, thats no way to live. Self Esteem is built by believing in your self & everything you do, "Do You!".

What I Learned Today =]

my new Asian Persuasion big head buddy Cas put me on something today! By the way her blog is http://ahthitra.blogspot.com/ so CHECK IT OUT.!!

-I was cooking breakfast earlier & i told her i was putting jelly on my toast. She was like NAW & told me bout sugar? lol Spread some butter on the toast & put some sugar on it. Let it melt on the toast & BAM!

It was good as FUCKKk surprisingly lol my brother wouldn't try it but HEY his loss